what's the point of respecting ppl, when they dont respect u? meaningless.
what's the point of being upright? to earn respect? this is fuck up.
hatred filled the air.
because of ur action, make this grp of ppl suffer...nt just me but everyone.
no point talking abt memories...sucky.
i dont see anything wrong of what i am doing now...ppl changes...thats what i had seen.
ppl enjoying, ppl emo-ing? haha
fuck off.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
just started work for abt 2wks...everyday is a routine for me now...go work, come back home and slp...no choice, for the sake of money, have to slog.
actually planning to go out with laoshu, qingting, mingfeng and gou gou they all last week, but last minute i had to cancel it...as my auntie had make her way to a better place...ending all her sufferings and pains in this reality world...she had stay in hospital for 71 days before she left this world...i can say is tt, she is really suffering...for this 71 days, she nv open her eyes once...what keep her from surviving are machines...but somehow i find it as a relief for her to leave this world.
trying to hold back tears, but failed to...its heartbreaking to see one by one leaving...what are left behind are all memories...and yes, memories will accompany us till the day we die.
to aunt : all the best to u in another world and take care.
when our heart is pain, tears will just roll down.
sign off.
actually planning to go out with laoshu, qingting, mingfeng and gou gou they all last week, but last minute i had to cancel it...as my auntie had make her way to a better place...ending all her sufferings and pains in this reality world...she had stay in hospital for 71 days before she left this world...i can say is tt, she is really suffering...for this 71 days, she nv open her eyes once...what keep her from surviving are machines...but somehow i find it as a relief for her to leave this world.
trying to hold back tears, but failed to...its heartbreaking to see one by one leaving...what are left behind are all memories...and yes, memories will accompany us till the day we die.
to aunt : all the best to u in another world and take care.
when our heart is pain, tears will just roll down.
sign off.
Monday, June 22, 2009
ytd was father's day...Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world...didnt celebrate it, just had a simple dinner with my father...and off he went to find his friends.
Fathers are the one who work hard outside to earn money...to support the family members and give them comfort...they are the one who will always carry us when we are small...their hands are always warm...so when we are young, they support us...and when we had grown up, its our duty to take care of them and every1 in the family...once again, Happy Father's Day.
sometime i really find myself fortunate...when out in the street, we will sometime see ppl using crutches to walk, or some other kind of handicap ppl...i really feel pitiful for them...but they nv give up their life...and when i look at myself, i feel damn pai seh...so i shall work harder frm now onwards...and not more complaining...hopefully, action bigger than words.
sign off.
Happy Father's Day.
sometime i really find myself fortunate...when out in the street, we will sometime see ppl using crutches to walk, or some other kind of handicap ppl...i really feel pitiful for them...but they nv give up their life...and when i look at myself, i feel damn pai seh...so i shall work harder frm now onwards...and not more complaining...hopefully, action bigger than words.
sign off.
Happy Father's Day.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
ORD LOH
TONIGHT, will be my, LAST BOOK IN!
2 yrs of army has finally come to an end...i hereby announce that i have graduate from 41SAR.
Army has always been almost every guy nightmare...because, when thinking of chionging sua, weekend being burn, doing area cleaning, being tekan and guard duties really suck up all the morale...and the most irritating sentence will be "knock it down la"...but thats what every guy in SG will need to go through.
Still can remember the first day when i enlist...seeing unfamiliar faces, thinking of how am i going to spend my 2 yrs with them...but as days went by, we get to know each other...i can say tt, they are a bunch of siao kia...we chiong together, clean weapons together, tekan together and have laughter together...but, we didnt bath and sleep together...this point must make very clear...if not ppl will think that i am gay...we also shared our problems with each other...be it relationship, family or any other problems...we will always tried our best to help and give our suggestions...i am really glad and honour that i had came across to have all these frens.
Guys, ORD LOH!!! hopefully we can meet up with each other when we gt the time to spare...and nt until the day when we re-service then we gt to see each other...some of u will go back to study and some will start to lead their working life, i wishes u all the best and we will always be 4everFren =)
Pinkies, we can finally take u home.
sign off.
2 yrs of army has finally come to an end...i hereby announce that i have graduate from 41SAR.
Army has always been almost every guy nightmare...because, when thinking of chionging sua, weekend being burn, doing area cleaning, being tekan and guard duties really suck up all the morale...and the most irritating sentence will be "knock it down la"...but thats what every guy in SG will need to go through.
Still can remember the first day when i enlist...seeing unfamiliar faces, thinking of how am i going to spend my 2 yrs with them...but as days went by, we get to know each other...i can say tt, they are a bunch of siao kia...we chiong together, clean weapons together, tekan together and have laughter together...but, we didnt bath and sleep together...this point must make very clear...if not ppl will think that i am gay...we also shared our problems with each other...be it relationship, family or any other problems...we will always tried our best to help and give our suggestions...i am really glad and honour that i had came across to have all these frens.
Guys, ORD LOH!!! hopefully we can meet up with each other when we gt the time to spare...and nt until the day when we re-service then we gt to see each other...some of u will go back to study and some will start to lead their working life, i wishes u all the best and we will always be 4everFren =)
Pinkies, we can finally take u home.
sign off.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Life
In life, there are ups and downs...but don't we always feel that when we are ups, its always a short period of time only? maybe is that we didn't really went to treasure the time we had when we are in the ups period ba.
In life, there are many problems to face...when we faces the problem, ppl around you will tell u to take up this challenge...ya, take up this challenge and not trying to avoid it...when the problem is solve, we will find out that we had once again, grown up.
In life, our heart is filled with emotions...when u are with your love ones, u will feel bliss...saying that life is so complete...but when u see your love ones leaving, u will feel heartache...asking yourself that how can it happen...but in life, its really unpredictable...time wont make u forget the person cos its impossible but time will slowly lessen the pain.
Some ppl might say that living in this world is to clear Sins...some how i agree with this sentence...my mum might had left this world, but i know that she is leading a happier life in another dimension...telling myself this, make me feel much better...if next life really exist, i will definitely want to be her son again.
To my Lovely Mum: although 5 yrs ago u had left us, u will always be missed...me and di will take care of ourselves...and in my heart u are always no1...and also, all the best to u in another dimension =)
Time, will lessen the pain.
sign off.
In life, there are many problems to face...when we faces the problem, ppl around you will tell u to take up this challenge...ya, take up this challenge and not trying to avoid it...when the problem is solve, we will find out that we had once again, grown up.
In life, our heart is filled with emotions...when u are with your love ones, u will feel bliss...saying that life is so complete...but when u see your love ones leaving, u will feel heartache...asking yourself that how can it happen...but in life, its really unpredictable...time wont make u forget the person cos its impossible but time will slowly lessen the pain.
Some ppl might say that living in this world is to clear Sins...some how i agree with this sentence...my mum might had left this world, but i know that she is leading a happier life in another dimension...telling myself this, make me feel much better...if next life really exist, i will definitely want to be her son again.
To my Lovely Mum: although 5 yrs ago u had left us, u will always be missed...me and di will take care of ourselves...and in my heart u are always no1...and also, all the best to u in another dimension =)
Time, will lessen the pain.
sign off.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
having a 1 wk leave...training back to civilian life again...so went for chalet organised by ppl in the army, soccer with mifeng, laoshu and gougou they all and slack at hm...surfing and watching dramas/ movies.
came across this show 惡男宅急電...and 許瑋倫 is the main actress...2 yrs ago she had make her way to heaven...god took her away frm her love ones... no one expected...she was just 28.
maybe life is really like tt...we never expect what will happen...maybe this minute u saw this guy laughing, but the very next minute this guy might be having a battle with death god...
i want to say is that, treasure...treasure ppl who cares for u...cos we really will never know what will happen tml...really never know!
maybe some ppl will blame god/ fate...but do u believe tt all things are unpredictable, but its all predestinated?
to priscilla, u have my deepest condolences...take gd care of urself...ur dad will be in heaven watching over u and make him feel proud of u in the future.
Life is Short, Treasure what u have now.
sign off.
came across this show 惡男宅急電...and 許瑋倫 is the main actress...2 yrs ago she had make her way to heaven...god took her away frm her love ones... no one expected...she was just 28.
maybe life is really like tt...we never expect what will happen...maybe this minute u saw this guy laughing, but the very next minute this guy might be having a battle with death god...
i want to say is that, treasure...treasure ppl who cares for u...cos we really will never know what will happen tml...really never know!
maybe some ppl will blame god/ fate...but do u believe tt all things are unpredictable, but its all predestinated?
to priscilla, u have my deepest condolences...take gd care of urself...ur dad will be in heaven watching over u and make him feel proud of u in the future.
Life is Short, Treasure what u have now.
sign off.
Monday, May 18, 2009
终于明白
fri duty...after duty went to have blood donation...do some gd deed...cos too many karma...trying to clear some of them...then meet laoshu and gougou for lunch...then went Tampines1...and then go watch soccer...Singapore Kampung League...first half 5-1...then wait for andrew to collect his id tag...as he is going thailand for training...jungle hat! bon voyage!
meet qingting and mifeng at 511...then after tt went to mac...and nth much for this wk.
my blog song nice? actually there are many emo songs...look at mifeng blog...he gt all his inspiration frm all the emo songs he listen...songs can make u heartache, can make u feel high...is whether what u choose to have in ur heart...whether to be happy or sad.
i chose this song to be my blog song is becos i finally understand...understand alot of things...understand tt no matter what, think of myself first...understand tt money is important...understand tt this world is cruel...and many other things.
who dont wan to lead their life peacefully...but can they really do it?
sign off.
meet qingting and mifeng at 511...then after tt went to mac...and nth much for this wk.
my blog song nice? actually there are many emo songs...look at mifeng blog...he gt all his inspiration frm all the emo songs he listen...songs can make u heartache, can make u feel high...is whether what u choose to have in ur heart...whether to be happy or sad.
i chose this song to be my blog song is becos i finally understand...understand alot of things...understand tt no matter what, think of myself first...understand tt money is important...understand tt this world is cruel...and many other things.
who dont wan to lead their life peacefully...but can they really do it?
sign off.
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